December 2010
6 posts
Still healing up.
My main man, Chop Chop Master Onion on day one.
I don't really know what I had in mind.
Laying in bed again. Wishing I were in another universe again. Believing that you’ll never quit this at all again. Keeping my head up with a force unnatural again. Indiscreetly pushing away while needing to hold on tight again. Forgetting the memories I wish still felt real again.
Again, and again, and again.
It’s never ending, the repeat of what you condone.
I probably should be doing something else right...
Seeing as though christmas is right around the corner.
I’ve been planning on just paining things for gifts for the holidays.
Things being large white paper. I’ve also thought of a few small tokens of my affection to send around to people.
I don’t really care for the season anymore. I’ve forgotten that holiday spirit somewhere, but I don’t care to find it....
I believe in you and me. I’m coming to find you if it takes me all night. Wrong until you make it right. and I won’t forget you, At least I’ll try. And run, and run tonight.
Everything will be alright.
I
Feel like I lost something in 2010.